Monday, June 06, 2005
On top of the world, then you hit rock bottom
Girl, you know you make me so confused???
First, you told me you liked me. Then we both decided we can't be together. Not til you turn 17. I respect that. Then we strayed apart. I was depressed each time i saw you. You seemed okay. Or at least on the outside it seemed. And you told me i looked like i was okay too. But that also was on the outside. Girl you're such a beautiful disaster.
Yesterday we talked. Our first fruitful conversation since forever. And i enjoyed it entirely. I felt i managed to let out the things that i felt in my heart, about the people that made me ONE, and about other stuff. I must admit that i missed you most these few months. Strange, you were there all along.
Anyway, last week was a doozer. Argued with my mother on sunday about stupid things, then sat at the dinner table and just stared. I went to bed hungry that night. I didn't talk to my mom for the next few days. The only time i actually got to speak to her was on friday when she and dad were taking me to meet the other youths at Changi beach for the YF bbq. So i'm just glad we're talking now. And i only found out that she, aaron and cheryl would be going to penang on that night itself. Madness huh? We had pizza hut for dinner. For the price we paid, i didn't find the meal at all satisfying. Very ordinary, nothing special.
That's all for now. Let's hope things will stay this good.
8:39 AM |
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