Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Fake
These past few days have been up and down. As usual. Is it me or is it everyone else? I can't even have the freedom to show someone my love. I feel so restricted. The people around me, they're all so. Fake. Okay, maybe it's my wrong perception of people, but i can't help but feel insecure that people are talking behind my back. Prove me wrong.
And i wonder why i'm becoming closer to people i hardly know and becoming more awkward around people who i used to be close with. If i'm not good enough for you then just forget about it.
But on a lighter and happier note, i'll be going to Vietnam this Thursday!! =) i'm really quite excited about it. My family's not been on a family holiday for a very long time already cuz we all have very different timetables. This is definately a God-given holiday. Thanks and amen for that.
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Friday, November 26, 2004
Today!!!
This is my cousin Qiqi!! Isn't she just a darling? So sweet.
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
Gone
Removed the previous post. I have buried the hatchet. Let's not bring it up again.
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Monday, November 22, 2004
Ps John Lim
A Word to Jonan:
Tis so Sweet to Trust in JesusWill pray for you. God bless.
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Hari Raya
Went visiting yesterday for Hari Raya, and had a lot of fun! First i met Yihan and Su and we all went to Nad's place for a meal. Maria joined us later, and we chatted and all and had good noodles and chick wings, as well as some gorgeous festive tidbits. Later on ard 0930 we cabbed down to tampines then to Jurong west to Syed's place for more visitations. The cabby that looked like Ramani took the long way. Went close to Tuas to get to Jurong west. Pfft..oh yah..saw a cabby next to our cab that looked like jLo. Our lecturers are part-time cabbys?? Hmmm..so anyway, got to Syed's place and discovered that his room is PINK!!!! I'll be nice and say no more. Had really nice mee soto and a whole lot of kuehs from syed's cupboard (wonder why it was there), and yeah..took photos and chatted and joked a lot. Got home around 1am plus. Overall an excellent and fun day. =) Miss ya'll!!
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Friday, November 19, 2004
Fun fun fun !!!
Alrite..the hols have been an all time boring for quite a long time, when suddenly when it came to the weekend, KA-BOOM!!! So much fun everywhere!..'hell freezes over'? lol..
Anyway, the Worship Retreat finally came, after much planning from
June this year. Like wow. Yes, and like what UKC suggested, we should consider changing the name of the retreat to 'Food Retreat' and in brackets, '(Worship also)'. Haha..but honestly, the FOOD was fantastic. I think the organisers had planned for a 3 day 2 night retreat instead. More importantly about the retreat, we learned that worship to God is not about how good the band sounds or how nice a song you sing is. In fact, it's not even about songs! 'Worship' comes from the word, 'Worth-ship', meaning to give to someone what he is worth. So yeah, i personally thought it was meaningful. We played lots of games and sang lots as well. I'm honestly very pleased with the turnout of the retreat. During the planning stages, we were very disappointed and discouraged by the response of many of youths. We even wanted to cancel it! But as the Bible says countless times that if God bring you to it, He will bring you thru it. So me and my committee members clung onto that promise, and we were surprised! I mean, the turnout was just the right amount, and everything went smoothly and we even had leftover food!..well, thankfully we also had big eaters! Man..i should never have doubted God, but He is loving and forgiving. I guess this whole experience for me is not so much on the worship bit, but actually more on the faith part. The entire experience thought me not to doubt God's faithfulness to us. Thank You Lord. =)
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
shar pei mural
Yo everybody!
check out my new mural. A cute lit-el shar pei!!! Pls take note, it's on my wishlist. Peace dudes.
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
talentime 2004
Calling all Calvarians!TALENTIME 2004 is finally here! If you are interested, sign my guestbook to indicate your interest. Unfortunately, it will only be open up to one group per zone. Zones in the church include Love zone, Hope zone, Faith zone, O-zone and Y-zone. So Y-zoners, what are you waiting for? Get organised!!!
Organiser,
Jonathan Ng
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
i need help
deterioratingI err. I don't know what's come over me nowadays but i'm just not who i used to be. And it's hurting a lot of people, including myself. Haiz. So sorry.
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Friday, November 05, 2004
Sumthin encouragin =)
When things go wrong,
as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging
seems all up hill,
When the funds are low,
And the debts are high,
And you want to smile,
but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if u must but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far.
So stick in the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worse,
That you must not quit.
Source: Daryl
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
less stable
I think i'm less stable nowadays. And i think my attitude sucks. I have a very bad attitude when it comes to tidying up. Now i know why i prefer to go to school. There'll leave things for me to do, as well as give me an excuse not to tidy my room. But it has to be done. Sooner or later. As much as i'd rather it be later, i guess i have to do it before i enlist for NS. I'm having mixed feelings. I'm not afraid to go to NS. But it's just one part of me that cries out that i'll be missing my family and friends. But the rest of me is ever ready to go. But at this i cry out, God take all of me. My life is in Your hands.
And oh yah. The crack on my tooth finally broke off. Well, i just woke up today to find it missing. Hope i didn't swallow it. I guess i'll just have to visit the good ol dentist again. Sigh. So much to do, so little time. And the weather certainly isn't helping. I need to exercise more!!! So that i will be better prepared for NS. But oh well. And my condo gym is in such a sorry state too. Then i also have to call up to register to learn driving. And then i have to go to the dentist. And then i have to do this. And then i have to do that. And so on and so forth. My mind's been so idle this holiday. And i can't really hang out so often either cos i'm broke too!!! Sadness. Oh well. I'll try to be happy anyways.
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
broken tooth and popiah
ouchYou know that packet of mentos i took home from the BBQ? I bit on one and it broke my second right premolar!! I have no idea how that happened, but now there's this little crack and though it doesn't hurt, there's this nerve-y tingle everytime i bite. I hate that feeling. Andrew says to see the dentist after enlisting for NS; get more days off. But i dunno whether i can hold on that long or not.
Neways, Bible study just now was really quite interesting. Book of Daniel. And we managed to absorb lots and lots of information, including 135 prophecies, all in 45 neat verses! Sam did a good job leading so yeah, two thumbs up. Also surprised him, or rather not surprised him with a birthday slice of cake. He just had to take a peek during the closing prayer. Pfft..but hope you enjoyed it anyways Sam.
After that Angel invited Andrew and i to her house for popiah. Andrew couldn't come in the end due to certain reasons so it was just me. Ate lots of popiah and a bit of fried rice. Was quite full. Also looked at a few old photographs of the old days. Saw myself being a boy like this sec 2 pic...
..as well as cute lil pics of young Sam Tan, Joyce, Joel, Angel, Anna and Dom. Haha..cute! After that i went home. So yeah. Generally quite a good and pleasant day. Just hope my tooth heals without having to see a dentist til i enlist. See how la...
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