Thursday, July 29, 2004
life is good
you know what? I just quit my job...yes, i did. Well actually this friday would be my last day at work there. Well, it's been a great experience getting work there..i've learnt so much as well. At least now if i'm looking for another job i can tell them that i have had work experience before.
Anyway, life is...hard. Well, it is. Workload is rather heavy...and for the past few nights, i have been sleeping past 3am just to get things done. Okay, it's my own poor time management, but seriously, at other earlier times i really do not have any motivation to do any work. I dunno, i'm just not an early night person..i guess i'm more the past midnite type huh? Well...hopefully once i get the hang of what i'm doing things will be fine.
Today, after feeling so stressed the day before, i finally felt as if a huge burden was lifted from my chest. Yes. I dunno...it's like everything was bottling up inside of me..mostly work from school..and today, things finally got sorted out, my vision in front of me is finally clearer
=] i guess i can now experience the fullness of joy.
I gotta be thankful for the way things have been turning out. I've got all my friends to thank..those from school, those from church...you guys rock! But above all that, i really thank God for putting u guys in my life. It has always been great knowing u guys, and i hope we can stay friends for a LOOOOONG time haha...
I guess that's all for now. Will update once something interesting happens.
Oh yah..thursday's dress theme is "Slackers"! Haha..so i'm just gonna join the pack and dress like a slacker to school haha...so i guess there is a fun side to school afterall huh?
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
movie time!!!
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It's just an ordinary school week and here i am, chatting on skype, msn, icq, sms, email and all sorts of other means of communication! I mean..i'm behaving like it's a holiday already! hahaha..my bad. Anyway today was fun. Met Jon Yang at taka this mornin for a time of male bonding haha..went to check out Topshop cuz there was this huge signboard with the word SALE, and the stuff there were like..Whoa..so nice but the pricetag is almost as if there was no sale Hahaha...then after that we went from shop to shop looking at stuff and window shopping and all...but we had a lot of fun. We are two guys that really enjoy window shopping haha...same name so same interests maybe? Haha...so yeah...then went to pastamania at orchard cineplex. I had a linguine vongole while he had some baked pasta thingy, then we had 3 pieces of garlicbread each, and then we both shared a pizza! I mean like..talk about eating a lot! I was so full! But well..it was really satisfying. Then after that Sam Tan met up with us, and the three of us went to watch Brotherhood, a new Korean war movie. It was a sneak preview but the cinema wasn't crowded at all. Yeah..very good movie. You know girls got their girly movies like..MeanGirls and all..so i guess we guys got Brotherhood?? Haha..but i reckon the only reason the girls would watch such a show is to see the actor..quite good lookin lah i must admit (i'm not gay)..check it out here --->(www.taegukgi2004.com) But anyway I enjoyed the movie entirely..quite touching, and it just makes you think about war and stuff. Oh yah..since it's a war movie, at the background you can hear all those NS men laugh at the wrong parts and telling their friends about army stuff and all Haha..no offense lah Jon (Yang)..not implying u did it Haha...
Anyway yeah...bought sneakers for my mom! Haha..they were only $10 at Esprit, so quite a good bargain. Haha..Jon Yang bought also, and then we both walked out feeling really happy cuz of a good bargain. Hahaha..i mean who wouldn't be happy to get such a good bargain??? Really satisfying i tell ya...
After that i met up with my parents and went to crunchy carrot at IMM to eat dinner. Since i was so full from lunch, i only had a banana crepe (yum) and then we went to Giant to get some groceries and then that's all...
Overall quite a good day. I enjoyed it entirely. Thanks be to God for such a wonderful day!
// Personal Messages //
Angel: Hey there! How are u? Hope you're feeling fine and enjoying school too ;)...take care yea? God bless ya!
Rachel: Hihi...how are u? Hehe..dunno what to say...call me anytime ok? Now got free incoming liao...
Jon Yang: Hey mon! Haha..thx for today man..it was good. All the best with ur problems and doubts and all. Just call me or sth when u got any questions bout staying overseas or whatever yea? Haha...May the Lord be with You.
Sam Tan: Yo...stay cool! Haha...
// END //
So yeaps...this is my day..this was my day..perfect~
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
cuz we are gonna be...
know what?..i just can't stop blogging! Haha..well, will be more careful with what i type now. Anyway, here's to all friendships! "High" by Lighthouse Family.
HighWhen you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than december
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high
End of the day remember the ways
We were so close to the edge
Wonder how we've made it through and then
End of the day remember the way
Step so close to the edge
Remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be (forever)
Forever you and me
Always keep me flying high
On the wings in the sky of love
Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we've always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
Is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high
End of the day remember the ways
We were so close to the edge
Wonder how we've made it through and then
End of the day remember the way
Step so close to the edge
Remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be (forever)
Forever you and me
Always keep me flying high
On the wings in the sky of love
High, high, high...
Great song...
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Sunday, July 04, 2004
red light
know what? It's time to stop. Dear ppls who regularly visit my blogspace, i apologise, but i will stop updating this blog for a period of time. I need time by myself. If you wanna know how i am, just send me an email. Just don't step on my toes. If you want to offer prayers, that would be greatly appreciated. Goodbye, for now.
Jonathan
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untalented
i feel untalented.
was feeling untalented in my own room...
my only secret hideout.
Both my dad and aaron were playing the guitar in my room. Me? Well, what could i do? Their skill so much more than me..i'm so small compared to them. So insignificant. So untalented.
I'm pissed.
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what's going on???
Just realised that people whom i not want to read my blog, are reading it. You kay pohs go stick your nose in someone else's blog. Anyway as u can tell, i'm in a bad mood.
I can be happy at one moment, but is that true joy? Deep inside, there's a whole lot of confusion, anger, hurts, questions i cannot answer and answers i cannot understand. Why? Why? Why?
And why do i react this way? I'm really going thru more than my fair share of hardship in life..i mean, i really should quit this relationship business. When i love, i love. When i hate, i hate. When i'm confused, i'm confused. When i talk rubbish, i talk rubbish. But when i am serious, i am serious. And now i am serious.
ANGEL// I'm confused. First u get pissed off at me at PS, and u wouldn't even tell me why. If it ain't me then at least let me know. But of course, it's me rite? So if i'm ur friend, you'll still tell me rite? Remember what Ben said in Bible study?..So that i dont fumble and keep knocking my head against the wall in confusion. Hey, u still mean a lot to me k? And it hurts me to see u this way. Please. We need to sort things out.
RACHEL// Hey..i know you're going thru a lot now but..i'm sorry i haven't always been there for you. I'm going thru some as well. Michelle told me to give u some time..i gotta tell u i've never really been in a 'real' relationship and i admit i don't know how to. Bear with me k?
JUNE// It's times like these i wish u were here with me, so that i can cry on ur shoulders. I'm not as strong as u think i am. I miss you...
-Close to tears-
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Saturday, July 03, 2004
made it thru this day... (020704)
I'm so SO grateful to June for praying for me to have an awesome day, cuz i did! I really really did! I really didn't expect it to turn out this way, so much fun learning and hanging out with friends as well as making new friends!
Woke up around 7am..showered and all, and even left the house at 0730am!!! How amazing is that?? I even managed to grab a bite b4 class started! Had radio communication workshop. Though we didn't get to touch those things, i think i did learn a few things which are very useful. It was also quite an interactive session, teachers and student having a constructive conversation. Not bad...after that i had web graphics with adrian harvey. Quite an ok class..quite fun as well if i may add. We learned photoshop, and since i've used it b4, i understood better. Of course, i still learned a lot from adrian harvey about photoshop. Quite an interesting sofeware. I didn't know photoshop had that many features. After web graphics was an hour lunch break. Few of us from T106 went to SIM to eat at megabytes. I had spag bolognaise, a strawberry healthy sip, and a few of us shared a large meatlover's pizza. HORRIBLE!!! The pizza base is like a biscuit!..just not nice at all...but well i am grateful and thankful that i have have food to eat. After that we had principles of marketing with jerome lo. I personally don't find his jokes that funny. They are...well to a certain extent funny, but i just think that they can be a little bit lame. He even laughs at his own jokes! As in he'll say sth funny, then after a while he'll start laughing too. Quite a waste of time i think. Yah...
Finished school at 5, then went straight to work at 6. A little tiring at first, but quite manageable. Then at the restaurant i met some of my old NTSS friends! Apparently most of them are doing mass comm at Ngee Ann. Anyway, so i just did my thing. And yeah..after work, i tried my hand at the blender, and i made my own version of blended ice coffee! It was...hmm...personally it was okay only..60% maybe? It wasn't that bad, but it wasn't fantastic either. It was way too foamy, but overall quite ok lah.
That's about it. Started at 8am, ended close to midnight. A bit tiring lah..but i'm young and strong! Hahaha...
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for June...
Hey June, this is a song called "Complete" and it's by The Parachute Band. If you can get your hands on a copy of this song, then i encourage you to listen to this song. It has encouraged me in numerous ways, and i'm sure it will too for you! So here goes...
CompleteHere i am oh God
I bring this sacrifice
My open heart
I offer up my life
I look to You LORD
Your love that never ends
Restores me again
So i lift my eyes to You LORD
In Your strength will i break thru LORD
Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispells all my fears
Thru the storm i will hold on LORD
And by faith i will walk on LORD
Then i'll see beyond my Calvary one day
And i will be complete in You
June, i'm so glad that you're experiencing God's wonderous work in your life. I can see that you're are glad that God is able to use even u! You're small, and compact, and ppls sometimes don't take u seriously, yet God can use you! Praise the Lord! Haha...take care June...
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
my bad...
Hmm...really lah...think i better be more disciplined man...today my class supposed to start at 10am...quite late liao rite? But den i woke up at 1030am instead...*pouts* if i may pout of course. Well like so i went at 12 noon to meet my friends for lunch, then went to CATS class..Creativity & Applied Thinking Skills that is...and well, it was alright lah...they teach you how to be creative and all. I think it'll be good for my course lah so...i'll just enjoy it i guess.
At night go rehearsal. Was SOOOOO tired i tell ya..fell asleep on the NEL..slept from dhoby and luckily i woke up at boon keng there...wah heng ah! Haha i think God wants me to be punctual for rehearsal hor? Hehe...neways, rehearsal went alright. Like dat lor...
Cheryl's dad dropped me back home so..special thanks to her for dat! Appreciate it! Then when i was about to hop onto the lift to level 4, i saw me family car driving past, and in it was aaron driving, with andrew and my mom as well. I "hailed" them down as i would a taxi, and i ended up going with them "kai kai" to nee soon camp to drop aaron off, then to khatib camp to drop andrew off. Like a joy ride man...after that go eat prata with my mother at some "award-winning" prata house at Upper Thompson there..haha..quite yummy! I had a chix murtabak. Very very nice, especially if you're hungry like me! Yah...
So that's about all i guess. Think i better log off now so that i won't be late again tmr..i mean today!
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