Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Just a few thots...
Well, past few days have been ordinary. Nothing interesting or exceptionally boring. Just doing my work as per normal.
A lil upset at myself for...wait, okay VERY upset at myself for not being able to discipline myself to study!! Alrite i truthfully loathe studying, but sigh, it has to be done. Okay, 2 subjects i have, Media Studies and Sociology, the former being 100 times more boring than the latter. Sociology is really rather interesting, but it requires lots of reading up, something which i have not been doing. I think i should start punishing myself if i don't get down to doing what's really important. Media Studies isn't any better. I find myself staring at the book, completely not understanding a single word it says!! Do u know ho upsetting that can be?! I'm not trying to point fingers, but the lecturer for this subject is really quite a doofus?! As in okay, in class, he would just read from the book. *slaps head. Hello?! My grandma can do that too!! Pathetic. And his explanations are just so shallow! Reflects a lot on his understanding of the topic himself. How on earth did he land in a job teaching media studies when he knows nuts about it?! Sack him i'd say!
Okay. Won't dwell on that thought anymore. Sigh. It's like...life is great. Really. I've got love from my friends and family. But it's just those little little things that you do yourself that make you upset. Like not being able to get down to studying or not accomplishing something that you really wanna do. But that's life isn't it? Jon, stop running away from reality. Wake up and smell the coffee cos you're moving at 200km/h in the wrong lane!!! Sigh, i need a revival. Breathe on me, breath of God.
12:01 PM |
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