Friday, September 03, 2004
Cold War
Wah best...my dad just called me anti-social cos I stayed in my room doing work and using internet. Cannot meh? If not how to do research and ask my friends questions rite?? Damn it man..looks like it's my fault yet again. Had a bad day? Can't pick on anyone at work? Simple, pick on Jonathan lor..cuz he's soft and easy. Oh yah, in case you're wondering, its been 6 days since I spoke to my mother. Yah, of course it's partially my fault what happened, but this time I'm not the one going to say sorry first. It's your fault too you know? Yah. Besides, everytime I look for the opportunity to apologise, it doesn't come, so don't say I'm not trying. I'm at a war to see how long we can last not talking to each other; and like all wars, there is no good outcome, no outcome more valuable than peace. Hey, it's not that I didn't try, I did. You're just making it harder for me. You talk like you're so righteous, as if it's 100% my fault. Well let me tell you, it ain't just my fault. Don't deny it. Don't push it.
Oh haha great. Guess what? My dad just walked in my room again. This time he's looking for the digital camera charger. I'll bet he's also looking for something to pick on me. See what I mean when I say they're not helping me to solve this problem? Just because I use the camera more often doesn't mean I have the charger. I know the charger is not in my room. In fact, my mother was the last person to use it. So anyway, yah, there was more trouble. I told him it's not in my room without searching, because I know my room and I know who last used the camera. But he wouldn't take no for an answer, so he scolded and scolded and lectured me; like he wanted to slap me. Bah! Unreasonable huh? I asked him to go check the digital camera bag in the living room, and he threatened me somemore, saying that if he can't find it there, I'm gonna have to go search for it. Fine with me. Well, it's been some time now, he hasn't returned to my room yet; I presume I was right this time?
Living in this house of mine is impossible. I feel like leaving. And I will, if you would just tell me to. Just say the words...
12:23 AM |
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