Sunday, July 04, 2004
what's going on???
Just realised that people whom i not want to read my blog, are reading it. You kay pohs go stick your nose in someone else's blog. Anyway as u can tell, i'm in a bad mood.
I can be happy at one moment, but is that true joy? Deep inside, there's a whole lot of confusion, anger, hurts, questions i cannot answer and answers i cannot understand. Why? Why? Why?
And why do i react this way? I'm really going thru more than my fair share of hardship in life..i mean, i really should quit this relationship business. When i love, i love. When i hate, i hate. When i'm confused, i'm confused. When i talk rubbish, i talk rubbish. But when i am serious, i am serious. And now i am serious.
ANGEL// I'm confused. First u get pissed off at me at PS, and u wouldn't even tell me why. If it ain't me then at least let me know. But of course, it's me rite? So if i'm ur friend, you'll still tell me rite? Remember what Ben said in Bible study?..So that i dont fumble and keep knocking my head against the wall in confusion. Hey, u still mean a lot to me k? And it hurts me to see u this way. Please. We need to sort things out.
RACHEL// Hey..i know you're going thru a lot now but..i'm sorry i haven't always been there for you. I'm going thru some as well. Michelle told me to give u some time..i gotta tell u i've never really been in a 'real' relationship and i admit i don't know how to. Bear with me k?
JUNE// It's times like these i wish u were here with me, so that i can cry on ur shoulders. I'm not as strong as u think i am. I miss you...
-Close to tears-
Out.
whipped cream?
Yes/No
10:50 PM |
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