Sunday, June 06, 2004
Sunday morning...about yesterday night
I just realised my hopes of becoming a superstar became bust yesterday when i totally just just sat back and saw the rest of the country go for the Singapore Idol auditions. I dunno but i'm not exactly sour or bitter about the fact my mother said "no" bout me going to the auditions...i know she's protecting me from...embarassment??? And well to a certain extent she thinks i also don't have the time for this kind of stuff anyway so...yeah...mom if you're reading this (which you shouldn't be) then i just wanna say "thanks" for protecting me, for keeping my interests at heart in your own special way - Happy Belated Mothers' Day....
Haha this must be a joke. No it's not. Well..i don't know what to think but..lemme ask you sth...what do you get when two hot-tempered people with two very different opinions clash? Ans: One very big argument...only that the argument we had last night was a real petty one..it wasn't major or anything, but the bible says not to let the sun go down and still be in an argument (or sth like that)...i mean, what can i do anyways?! It was already late late late at night, the sun was down way long ago...i couldn't possible say "i'm sorry" cuz by the time i cooled down they already went to bed i mean...
Okay, that night i prayed that God would forgive me and that i myself will be forgiven. Forgive us our sins, as we forgive our debtors...you know sth? After taking part in that discipleship course, i can feel myself changing..as in i used to be much MUCH worse than i am right now (i'm not bad am i?) but...i used to have a whole different set of morals and way of life but now...i have to admit, that God is slowly changing me...changing my life, my attitude...my reaction towards my family, my hot-temper...my flaws in general i guess...i may still fall, i may still stumble. But overall, i know that God is there to pick me up again whenever i fall.
Thank you LORD for saving me. Amazing grace, how sweet the sound. That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now am found. Was blind. but now i see.
Today's gonna be a good day...
out
whipped cream?
Yes/No
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