Saturday, June 12, 2004
Love & ANGER
Anger eats you up like a disease. It's a mix of impatience, bitterness and unforgiveness, and it can last for hours at a time. Do you think i have sever anger management problems?? Well maybe, but i don't care. I don't freakin care...nobody cares. Have i got the worse parents in the world??? At the moment, yes. Each morning when i hear my mother's voice it makes me wanna puke..it makes me annoyed and irritated..it's like an itch that never goes away. Each time i hear her nag my head just wants to explode..i clench my fists in raw fury holding back my brain from bursting...
Saturday, 12 June 2004, 12pm
Mom: (shouts) Quick lah! Everyone's waiting for you..everytime sleep so late then wake up so late, then make everyone wait for you to take your own sweet time go and bathe and then bathe until so long! Keep holding everyone back...
Me: (shouts back) Coming lah!...
WTF...stress stress...someone better gimme anti-anxiety pills...or maybe sleeping pills would be better...i'll pop a few pieces in my mouth and sleep for a couple of days...or maybe i won't even wake up if complications arise...why not?? Where is the love man? Let's make love not war...HA! What a load of Bullcrap...nobody loves each other in my damn family so why bother??? Donno what kahoot crap place i'm living in...i think everyone's better off not talking then talking...i mean i'd rather have silence than have everyone talking and end up picking up a gun and shooting each other down.
People, where is the love? Deep in my heart i'm injured somewhere...but i've absorbed so much of this my heart is starting to harden and grow immune to all these insults, all these nagging...
I have nothing more to say.
whipped cream? Whatever lah...
2:21 PM |
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