Sunday, June 27, 2004
the final verdict...
No...we're not on. We can't...she has a pact with God. Either way, if we had carried on with the relationship, i will be causing her to break her promise. I will be partially accountable for her stumbling. My bad...So no, not on.
How do i feel?
Simple.
Using the example of a Caramel Coffee Jelly from Starbucks.
First, mix sadness of a wasted opportunity with happiness that i didn't make a fatal mistake. Add a touch of regret for even thinking of playing such a game, and a teaspoon of guilt, for letting down my friends and forsaking what means most to me - Friendship. Blend them all together, and you get a pretty much screwed-up drink. The taste? Bittersweet.
Do i like it?
At first, yes
But now?
I really don't know...
I don't know if it is possible for us 3 in the bizzare love triangle to just forget about what has happened and just carry on with our lives like nothing happened. I can try rite?...
On a happier note, i went out with my dear cous Qiqi today..sweet little 9 yr old girl. Brought her to J8 with Jon Yang, Janna, Sam Tan, Cheryl and Aaron Ng. Aaron, Cheryl and her went to catch Home On The Range..me? I followed the rest to walk walk...went to LIFE and bought me a Darlene Zschech Kiss of Heaven CD. After that spent almost half an hour waiting for Dai Pei Ni and Jiang Mei Qi to appear on stage...some free concert thingy and autograph session. LAME...so not fun so not exciting. Ended up going to Popular Bookstore to get my notepads...found out that Sam Tan was obsessed with the non-recycled Paperpoint A4 paper =] Hahaha...
I'm sorry everyone if my black face in YF turned u all away. Special thanks to Shimin for an encouraging SMS. Appreciate it lots.
Out.
11:06 PM |
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