Sunday, May 30, 2004
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Question: Why am i such an angry person?
Am i really that angry a person? I just dunno how to explain it but..well the truth is, i'm not angry most of the time. In fact, i'm seldom angry! It's just that at the right place and at the right time, someone happens to catch me angry..Hahaha..but truth is, it's not things around me that make me angry, but it's people around me sometimes...and i'm not saying who or when cuz in fact i don't even remember the things that offend me..i'm a very forgiving person u knoe? ;) Haha..i dunno lah..just can't explain it. And u know what's the worse thing that can happen??? Imagine this - you're about to lead worship in church, and on your way there someone makes u angry..i mean talk about killing the mood! And then after that when u arrive at church, u know you have to lead worship and as much as u would love to quit sometimes, it's just a feeling that God has appointed u to do certain things on a certain day and at a certain time. Yah..and then saying no is such a wrong thing to do?...and when it comes to saying a prayer and actually starting the worship..it really breaks you down and humble you....i can actually cry but i hold back the tears..it's not manly to cry LOLx!! Okok kidding..it's alrite to cry..but well..i know my image is way tarnished..like i'm now known as the angry guy isn't it? I'm the hot-tempered one....but well, i'm willing to accept that fact, and know that it is God that is slowly changing me day by day, in the way He wants me to. I guess that each time i get angry, i learn something new. And the overall experience really humbles me too....
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